I’m back! It was a week of holiday fun with family in too close of quarters to be “orgasmic” in the traditional sense. But…it certainly wasn’t a week wasted. It gave me the opportunity to find pleasure in things I historically wouldn’t think twice about. Like… Hot paraffin wax on my hands and feet during a mani/pedi. It felt delicious. I closed my eyes and experienced the hot wax sensation all over my body. SO FUN in public at the salon.
This morning I jumped right back into the mission— to experience my full orgasmic potential. It started with a 5:30am pussy meditation. 15 minutes dedicated to listening to her and committing to run my day on her terms.
The afternoon brought a rare opportunity for a self pleasure session. I set an alarm for 30 minutes. Massaged by entire body focusing on my breasts and thighs teasing myself until I couldn’t take it anymore. Then I rubbed and stroked my yoni. Every time I was close to climax, I stopped. I did that 3 times. Then finally I grabbed a glass dildo and gently penetrated myself while rubbing my clit. Heaven.
I’m starting to experience more sensation internally. I realized that as I climaxed my vulva had a downward pushing reflex. I could feel the downward motion expelling the dildo from inside me. I don’t know how or why but I think that downward pushing reflex during orgasm is the key to unlocking more powerful orgasms. Time will tell…